Bonnie Bon

2012-01-13T19:30:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile I update my blog.Well basically i got nothing to do and i need to let my feelings out.I do not want to update any bad status at my fb wall so i will just write it here since no one knows my blog.. I am not sure weather you read this but if you a are reading this,i guess you have to stop reading till here cos I think Im adding on to your problem.Im sorry but I do not want to be a burden to you..

Each day I have been waiting patiently for you..hoping that you will be there to make me smile. However every night I have been crying to myself without you knowing.Is it fair for me to feel this way?It hurts me when i dont get any message or call from you each day..I just need you to understand that I need your attention,your love,your time..Without communicating with each other do you think you know wads going on?Do you think I feel love?Do you think i feel cared?Maybe its ok for you.But its aint ok for me.I feel so far from you..I love you but the way you treat me isnt fair..Whenever i think about you,i will always remind myself that if you want to talk to me you would.

I feel very far from you. Make me closer to you once again.Please! cos I think im gonna fall anytime soon.I got nothing to say..Im still waiting for your reply....

2011-09-23T15:18:00.003+08:00

To love,

Every time we spent the time together sitting side by side along the beach chatting with each other endlessly looking at the empty sky..I felt so blessed that I have you beside me.accompanying me every single minute. All my problems are solved and there's nothing for me to worry about.Just when the time ends, everything are messed up. I hope that whenever we meet or whenever we are seperated there are no arguments between us.. I am learning to understand the meaning of being patient and that's why I'm doing it steadily.. I don't want to pick a fight but you should know that there are limitations to it..I hope that you could play your part in putting an effort in this relationship also.I also hope that we would be happy always and live without any doubt.I miss you...and I love you....

With love,

Yiyin

2011-08-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

Now Im having sorts of feelings...I dont know exactly what is it.. angry?? sad?? dissapointed?? still upset with what happened two days ago?? Im confuse now... I just hope that he would change better for me.... Im not asking you to change drastically but show me at least some effort in you.. ..you are a different person now..

I feel so agitated when i didnt get any messsage from you last time..but this time it was different..i dont know why Im able to overcome the feeling of "not texting you"....

I feel so helpless when you are asking for maturity..If so...why now then you say?? why not last time??? why now?? Now I think someone will regard me as BAD girl which doesnt let her bf to talk to others....

Who doesnt get mad when her bf reply her msg late?? who doesnt..I bet every girl doesnt like that too...So do you call that as inmatured??.Tell me what you mean by matured?? I dont understand you..please clarify to me....

If I texted my friends and they reply late...I didnt care much..and look.. doesnt that prove to you that you are my 2nd priority in life.. But I think you make me change my mind...

I always find the effort to change for you..but do you do the same like I do??

2011-07-17T20:04:00.005+08:00

Im in love with these pictures.. I took it at my cuzzie wedding and on my way back homw in the taxi...I edited some of it..in fact they look nice even its not edited...well more pictures at my facebook..check it out..:)

2011-07-09T21:41:00.005+08:00

I found something interesting....try to compare these two pictures...are they the same person?? or different person??

left: kristen steward

right: leighton meester

Ever since i watched monte carlo..i like leighton meester than selena gomez..hahah..

no comment...

2011-06-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

Thanks love for the cable car...

Thanks love for the underwater world...

Thanks love for the dinner..

Thanks love for the gifts...

Thanks love for your time...

Last but not least

Thanks love for loving me..

Happy 12 mths 1 day :))

2011-06-18T22:16:00.003+08:00

I had fun with dear cooking lunch together.He bought all the ingredients and I have no idea of what we going to cook. love bought Chicken sausage,chicken ham slices,potato, eggs..Everything went fine except for the part to cook the potato.. We just couldnt make up our mind to grill or just to steam it.we tried both but to no avail.the potato remains hard!!!! so lastly love heat up campbell soup and tadaa...our lunch for today!!! hehehe...

had chicken rice for dinner.and and.. 6 donuts...

i should sae..today is a food hunt day.LOL...

2011-06-10T16:41:00.002+08:00

Meeting LOVE later to eat Hokkien Mee :))

2011-06-09T22:02:00.004+08:00

Common Test finally over!!! I watched super8 with my classmates just now at Plaza Sing.. The movie was ok.. Somehow funny..somehow i dont understand.hahah...well it was ard 2 hrs movie..so i paid $7.Quite worth it =)) So after that proceed home.. :)) should i change my job??

2011-06-07T12:03:00.000+08:00

GG..meet up soon :DD

2011-05-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

I also want!!

:DD

2011-05-22T13:12:00.001+08:00

Jimmy <3

:DD

I LOVE YOU

2011-05-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

Sayang was so cute..sing song until soo syiok!!!

2011-05-20T22:32:00.001+08:00

Being in a relationship :)

It’s not about the labels or becoming official. It’s about getting to know someone well enough to develop genuine feelings for them. It’s about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst. It’s about loving someone, not for what they have to offer but who they are. It’s never about blaming your significant other for not treating you like how you want to be treated, it’s about how hard they try to keep you around.

from miding again :))

2011-05-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

Being in a relationship.
kennnyken:
boyslikegirlslikeboys:
It’s not about the labels or becoming official. It’s about getting to know someone well enough to develop genuine feelings for them. It’s about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst. It’s about loving someone, not for what they have to offer but who they are. It’s never about blaming your significant other for not treating you like how you want to be treated, it’s about how hard they try to keep you around.
(Source: wthellmichelle, via effwhyannie)

2011-05-19T16:22:00.002+08:00

Truth about girls :D
Guys, once you have a girl in your hands, 98% of the time, they’re yours. They don’t want to lose you. They’re constantly scared that they’ll lose you to another girl that they believe is so much prettier than them. No matter how much you tell them that they’re beautiful, they’ll doubt you and wonder why you’re even with them. They’ll want your attention. If she says she loves you, better believe that she fucking loves you. Her heart is fragile so take good care of it. Once you even start cracking it, or wrinkling it, she’s gonna start having doubts about you. But chances are, if you make one mistake, she’ll forgive you just because she loves you that much that she believes you’ll change. SO TREAT HER GOOD. Because she gives you the kind of love that’s rare to find a second time.
I read this..I like :))
Its from miding tumblr.. :))

2011-05-17T19:57:00.003+08:00

Do you know that I love you very much?

Do you know that I miss you now??

At this moment whereby I need to see you smile?

At this moment whereby I need to see you laugh?

I need you dear :(

2011-04-20T20:25:00.004+08:00

Three days flew very very fast and its already the third day of school. I have made new friends, and again I'm the only malay girl in the class. :)) Previous day was scorching hot.Lucky it was raining just now.. thank god cos i was perspiring very badly.Love start working today.. and this means i have lesser message on Wednesday :(( its okay..as long we get to meet at least one time one week eh. Supposingly I have to go TAPAC but school end late.Hmm..im trying to find USB cable for my phone so i can upload picture of my classmates.My mom suddenly appear ask me if lappy has bluetooth..then i was like OMG..how stupid am i.haha.so above is the picture. Its great knowing them but sad to know I will change classmates again after 1st semester which means after 6 months :( This is what happen if you choose EBM course.Its a good course i think because I get to taste all of the engineering course first and then choose which is suitable for me.The bad thing is I need to study smart to get good GPA so I could get in to the course I want.I thought I would like to take biomedical engineering but only six place left!!! you imagine theres ard 200 students in EBM but 6/200 could get in to the course.Well,now i just need to focus and concentrate in class..:)

In a same time i also need to maintain my relationship with him. :)

2011-04-14T21:37:00.003+08:00

Next Monday school reopen and I am very excited meanwhile I'm also scared to meet new friends. Last Sunday was my last day at RTC and I got one week to rest.So I did spend my time well for the pass few days with love :)

To qinaide: Awak dont be naughty eh. Behave yourselves eh at NYP. I will also behave myself at NP.

Hes been very sweet lately. Layan-ning every things I wanted to do without any doubt. Hes the best lor. XD

Anyway I dont think theres other people read my blog except you. Cos this blog was dead since last year november. So i wont blog so much and dats it for now..

2010-11-17T01:30:00.002+08:00

I like it when we are in the rain seeing each other eyes,

Holding each other tightly

so sweet :D

2010-11-11T16:39:00.004+08:00

"sometimes we need to trust the lies and not the truth"

Finally 12 Nov arriving soon..and I will be happy as a lark..
Well,one paper left and definitely I did not care to study..just MCQ
but maybe....later I shall start :)
Love went to meet his aunt and fly to plaza sing alone!!!
tsk..i wonder what his buying..or meet girl eh?? hahaha...
tomorrow I have plan with stephanie,Monowara and Peiwen..
We going to eat LAKSA!!! and and fly kite!!! wee~~
guess wad??we dont noe how to fly a kite..=.=
so we will be like a dumb running here and there..hahaha..
I bet it will be fun tmr!! ;D
ok i wanna watch sex and the city..taddaaaa

PS:I LOVE YOU

2010-11-08T23:23:00.001+08:00

STRESS!!!!

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2010-11-08T13:44:00.004+08:00

It have been such a long time I did not update my blog..About two months indeed..'O' level is ending soon and I feel exhilarated now.. Anyway just now was ss paper..It was manageable..
next will be science paper one on Friday..Relax...So I was thinking of going back to TAPAC tomorrow ..
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My mind is full of imaginations.I cant wait for 'o's to be over. like seriously I have been waiting for this day to come each day...I still remembered last two years when I had to make a tough decision;to retain or not to retain..but I made the right choice..I made it and hopefully I could make it this time round again..well life have been pressing me down and sometimes I felt like giving up...
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life have been very hard that even now our parents need to work day and night to take care of us..We should at least appreciate what we have and thank God..because we still have our love one by our side..
sometimes they tend to
make us angry,
they make us envy,
they make us sad,
but
they make our life complete..
:D
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because being around them
they make us happy..
they make us laugh...
they make us smile...
...

so people please appreciate!!!

2010-09-14T10:26:00.002+08:00

now i am pracuticing on hoew to tyope eewithout luuiiookibndg at tghe keyboard..

this shows how bad am i typing without looing at the keyboard..haha..
since young I am used to looking at the keybaord..what to do..Its my habit..Im lazy..

Tomorrow I will be having two papers..yet here I am writing nonsense..

actually Im bored..and I got this feeling..

weird feeling..am i feeling lonely..i think its because no one at home now..

ok just stop and dont think about it..

Ok i feel a little it giddy now..I want to sleep awhile

2010-09-09T20:43:00.002+08:00

First of all i would like to start by wishing Nablenteng Happy 16 Birthday!!

I know im a spare tyre of yours...so this doesnt mean that I have forgotten your birthday okey!!

well..nab blaja rajin rajin..semoga awak lulus dlm GCE 'o' level dgn flying colours ^^ anw wah can watch NC 16 already!! haha...tapkan...haven lepas beli tutututut..hahah.. K lah sempena hari raya ini..I would like to susun sepuluh jari kaki dan tangan..meminta ampun jika ade tersilap kata..hehehehe..

2010-08-25T19:48:00.004+08:00

To Faridah

Happy 17th Birthday to you...

I know your birthday is tomorrow.. but im so eager to wish you..tak sabar

semoga awak manis manis selalu.. and jage diri baik2 kae..

love BON

Sometimes seven days in one week isnt enough..

It feels so sucks when you got no time for someone..

my family,my friends..my bestfriend..my boyfriend...

In a day,theres only 24hrs..half of it I spend at school
and whats more..with my family situation..in one week I can only go out once..

mon-fri(school) after school study..

sat(friends or boyfriend or bestfriends),

sun(family).. sometimes I cant even meet them.. :((

i keep wondering what will happen after my 'o's.

i will be bz werking?? bz dancing??? Worse!!
wilI have the time for them??

will they understand me if its a no..??

will i hurt them??

even now..I think I hurt some of them..

maybe one day..i will...............................

thats better...

2010-08-21T20:31:00.002+08:00

Finally I *MAKE UP MY MIND* not to retake my malay paper..

Done

goodbye...

2010-08-02T18:49:00.003+08:00

VANESSA HUDGENS soo damn drop dead gorgeous...

The doors to O level is widely open for me..of course not only me..

and some things holding me back..leaving me behind..

Iam not sure whats holding me back..

But for one thing for sure,I will miss my sis; Ika..alot..

I hope that she will change to a better matured girl in two years time

Now I cant no longer see her everywhere..not at home..not at school..

One by one walk away..without me realising it..

I just cant imagined how I am going to live without the love ones..

especially my dad..I am proud to be her daughter..his been enduring soo much for three consecutive years,crying in his small heart..

yet he still standing strong supporting his five children diligently..

I could not bear if he leaves us one day eventhough I know he will.

Today after a strenuous day studying at school..

I've learned that parents are significant in our life.

They were there to motivate you..there will be there at times when you in need and many more.As you guys know that as we becoming older..

we tend to suffer serious illness..

such as Heart attack and what worse is Dementia..

I searched over several videos in youtube..and I finally realised that it was such a pity for people who suffer from dementia..

you imagine what if one day you wake up and you could not reconize any of your family members.Isnt it very scary??

And whats more in this crucial point of time..

whereby you will be having your olevel paper??

Lets just pray before we sleep :)

lets get back to my topic..sometimes I get irritated and enraged with my dad.He soo forgetful and I tend to be rude to him.

I know it was wrong..so I decided to apologize to him as soon as possible.. For me,Parents are like diamonds to us..

we need to treasure them..

they are the most expensive diamonds..

even if the Diamonds accidentally scratch you..

you will still keep them rite?why??..because they are soo precious and valueable rite?.You wont let go of those rite??So its the same to parents..

For what I am writing.I just want to convey a message that eventhough we had tough times handling them when they growing older.

.they are still our parents..and if we practised good deeds..

of course this will pass to the next generation :D

I LOVE DADDIE

The End

2010-07-15T22:12:00.005+08:00

I want to watch despicable me :D...
I want to eat ice cream...

I want jelly bean :D

I want chocolate..

I want to dance..

I want...

But I DONT want to loose him :)

2010-06-21T14:17:00.002+08:00

I am soooo excited while queuing up to take pict with Dora and Diego..

Diiiieeeegooo...Dieeeggggooo..

Go diego GO!!!! hehe..

Thanks to all of them..and its was tiring day yet fun :) enjoyable.. XD

2010-06-18T21:24:00.003+08:00

I decided to update because I got nothing better to do..I supposed to meet up with my frens at Newton..but instead of eating.Here I am sitting infront of the computer.. XDSince Im so bored then I shall update about last tuesday..I had an outing to Sentosa with the babes :D It was awesome dae..Initially it was raining heavily so we decided to mit up in the afternoon..and lucky Mr Sunshine was there at the sky!! I LOIKE!! we talked..took pictures.. swam..ate nasi goreng(small packet)haha.and this really remind me of Geraldine.before she went sentosa..she ate nasi ayam pepek.opps!! haha..so funny lar... as usuall.after that went vivo..ate long john..the new sawadee--kap.and i dun like the mango bubbly lar..so the not nice!!then sat down..then went home.. :))

How i wish that skul holies could extent another one month!! haha..I felt soo restless..and Im having headache now..wait..im eating fishball now..big one!!!heheh :)) tomorrow i will be werking..guess wad I still have not done my skul holies hmwks!! sumore last mon I ferget to mit Miss Dewi..Not purposely sia..I was too tired..

Damn..Im broke!! I need money!! Badly.. Badly..

last wed..Hirah ask me along watch karate kid since Zai got extra free tickets..wee~~~ at last..!! Karate kid;Thumbs up!!! hee

to sumone:please go get a life..dun go bloghopping spam ppl blog..no money go in.. useless..effortless..

u stupid black brat..haha..

2010-05-22T23:22:00.011+08:00

Im so obssessed with sinetron Jelita.I even watched it at youtube from 7.30pm till now. My eyes cant take it anymore so I intend to stop. currently Im having stomach cramp and back ache its kinda irritating..I will get some rest later after i update this post properly..

Introducing :neelam my favoutite pincher!!

This is Khai..Teck whyerian!!! hahaa

Last wednesday was TRU dinner and dance.Its was fun because i met my lovely bunch of frens..as well get to mit my ex sup and mngrs..I didnt get to club that day.haha..so sad of me havent reach the age of 18 :(.. but it didnt affect me aniway..so I decided not to join the rest to Zirca..while shikin and me when sumwhere to eat..and reached home at around 2.30am!! and the next day I had oral..guess wad?? Im the last one to take the oral!! i waited for 3 bloody hours just to take the oral!! I was having migrane while waiting..and I had an hour sleep!! sempat!! haha..while having the conversation with Ms Faith Khoo..My head starts to spin around..and i nearly fainted..but Miss Faith Khoo decided to stop..she made a cup of milo..so kind of her.. alrite..i will end here..i just upadte the pictures taken last wednesday aite :)

Ok..dats it!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

2010-05-11T14:25:00.003+08:00

Actually I dont intend to update..Just that Im bored.FB-ing,Blog hopping..and I realized that most of them broke up with their BF..well,Im not sure wads going on between them.. Anyway,Be strong Babe!! Forget Him!! And live life the fullest!! and you are free to do anything!!! Go party ke?? Do something that make urself buzy but at the same time most important is you must have fun..!! Ok.I decided to delete his pictures from my phone..and erase him from my heart.. *peace*
Sometimes when Im alone,daydreaming,I asked myself"why am I soo stupid to fall for him."..

opps..did I sae I fall for him?? Ou No..Actually hes the one that fall for me..and yelah..you noe guys..sweetalk sweetalk.Girls dont be stupid. dont trust them.. Yeah,he may have everything..But that does not mean that he's perfect :).Yalar,you can get whicheva girl you want..go ahead.one day,dun regret in wadeva you do.Every thing that you do,there's consequences. Ou..Im not going to wait for you as if you are the only guy gitu..If you said thats your nature,haha.Lame. saying about trust.. Initially it was hard for me to trust him..as daes goes by..Im starting to trust him..yet,he broke it..haha..See better not to trust.. :D.. Im not gonna blog about him..cause its just a waste of time..
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Apabila bercinta semuanya indah,

tetapi apabila semuanya berakhir..

Maka kebencian mula membara..

Yesterday I received one message at my FB..I am soo not gonna believe it!! Prawn Head!! I dun get the idea why we need to be in relationship??Its like useless uh..Broke up= CRY!! thats wad most girls do..Boys??haha..relax one corner.. Baik!! %$#3099@#5768^^%6!! I feel like slapping each and every one of them...OppS!!! now, when I reminisced back..Im stupid..stupid..really a DUMBO..

alrite im not writing any longer..My lil Bro irritating uh..nk pakai comp!!! padahal besok exam!!! CB!!!

2010-05-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

Im struggling with disposal account..so here am taking a break...Tomorrow is chemistry ppr 3 and poa ppr 1..Im not sure whether I can do it or not..but I believe I can do it!! yeah.. Yesterday met up with Hirah..Studied at bukit Batok Macd..and Hirah talked Craps!!! %%%$$$##(*****.... Hahaha..Damn Funny!!! we tot of going to the ladies..and Hirah was out of words..she wanna ask "lets go together" but she said this "Nak ikot??" i was like "huh?" ikot die peg kencing?? hahaha..

sorry Hirah...kau suroh aku upate kan!! haha..tk tau nk ckp ape tap ckp psl kau lar..hahhaa

anway i miss dancing..i miss those bunch of dancers..too bad im taking my 'o's this year..nevermind..another five more mths..im free!!! Free to do anything.!! party??? werk?? heheh..most impt..im sooo excited for this year prom!! huahua..

I cant wait to mit my frens this fri.!!!

ppsssttt..I threw three of those sticks~~~ :D

k la..im wanna cont on my poa..wish me luck ppl!!!

i dunch noe you...

2010-04-26T18:03:00.003+08:00

(24.04.10)

west coast and Irfan's Birthday

Tomorrow will be my English paper.The following day is my Malay Paper..Yet I still got the time to update.Heheh..No worries..I promise.Right after I update this blog I will shut this comp and study..Okey??So last Saturday Mr supandi had extra malay class..after which some of my friends went West Coast.I went along too..Initial plan was to study..end up took photos and stuffs..Climbed Spider web..mcm budak2 eh..we put our bags at the side..and came this group of teenagers...Wah damn..We could see from far that they were about to steal our bags uh!! and and and..I came for the rescue!!! thanks to me.. Seri was Funny!!! and 2 Mat reps were super duper irritating...Like want to smack that jer..ok dats ol..

and went hum..celebrtate Irfan's birthday..He got a SWAVEBOARD from daddie..cooll kan..hmm.. Ok im out of idea wad i wanna sae..I end this post then..Wish me for all my papers *wink*

2010-04-08T22:34:00.004+08:00

Finally!! Hirah upload the pictures!! wee~~~ and here am i to update..

today is 08.04.10..Okey Im not thinking..faggot..why am I remembering this date!!

Ferget it lar Sirin!!! JIA YO!! and..I had a strenuous day at school..with the speech day rehersal!!

Baaahhh..Had my geoeg test!! phew!! the paper was manageable.. except fer the very last question!!! Ferget it..its already over..Im always looking forward for Friday to arrive..i Just love FRIDAY!!! hahaha..Lame!!So since I like Friday..last Friday was GOOD Friday!!! It was a last minit plan..Met up with Imranellow mellow MEow..haha..wad a cute name..XD....We tot of watching movie,the clash of the titans 3D..but all cinemas were fully book..so changed plan..We went hortpark lor..tok tok tok..chit chat..and thanks Imran for the tissue..appreciate it much. :)

I been eating junkie food nowadays..even Imran said i look Fatter..eh..no no..a bit chubby...dats the same as fat..its just a nicer werd to sae..kan kan kan..

And now..Im having stomach ache lar!! CB!! keluar masok Toilet!!!

and Comp like FCUKING lag!!

NOTE!! im not using msn animore!!!

Maybe i will do a new account..this time..if eu want me to add eu..tell me..i will add eu guys instead of you guys add me..okey :)

while waiting for the comp to reload..Ader bende yg tk senonoh saye buat...

tarek tarek........................

Hirah..Kau diam!!!hahaha..

and and and..

im super tired dy!!! I wanna watch Puaka Niyang Rapik at SENSASI!!!

and tido!! Gdnite..

2010-04-02T15:37:00.003+08:00

Just one werd fer last nite "AWESOME!!!"

supperclub "AWESOME!!!!"

NAB "AWESOME"(hahaha)

it was a last minit plan..I was online..so Nab asked..are you going?

then I think and think and think..

at last I decided to go lor..

didint take many pictures..malas uh nk amik..

dance..dance..dance..

went home at 3am..reached home at 4am..

To Hirah next time okie :)

ou..someone changed her name in fb.. :0

its kinda obvious..

just let them be lar..

ferget it..

sirin move lar...

2010-03-26T22:31:00.012+08:00

First of all i would like to wish my cute funny fren of mine,
Stephanie a Happy Belated Birthday..
Eventhough I did not give her anything..a simple wish and a handrawing will make her smile.. She likes my drawing..she wish that it could be permanent..too bad im using a pen..it can be erase :(..And sarawak pictures still have not upload yet..but i got some of it..maybe I show you..will update again another time..so here are the some pictures.. That it..

and Today,Sports Day.I won two medals so far..I got 3rd for shot put..and 2nd for interhouse cheerleading.. Congrats to Cheetah they won the first place.. but still Panther is the BEST!!! Hua hua..Nab jgn tagg eh..k la..dats ol..im wae too tired..yet im still at comp..:)

2010-03-21T18:37:00.002+08:00

Im back from Sarawak..It been a wonderfull and enjoying trip with bunch of idiots!!haha..no lar..just joking..anyway..I had fun eventhough theres sum conflicts happened..Just wanna apologies to my juniors if I did anithink wrong to you guys okey?? I bought souveniors for my family and frens..Hope you guys like it..Anyway i miss bimbo..cepat cepat lar mit up.. pictures of Sarawak trip are with Hirah..hopefully she can upload the pictures as soon as possible.. :)
Life went smoothly..but i just remembered today's date..

it marks the date 21.03.10

and its already been two weeks hes gone..

haiz..ferget it..gtg dy..

2010-03-14T12:14:00.000+08:00

Now im at werk having ma break.so i was browsing tru my fon i try to on my wifi.haha.n so here am i to update.haha.free wireless pt keje.best2!wee!k la datstol.haha.gtg dy.bubye

2010-03-08T17:12:00.004+08:00

Life is back to normal :)

Thanks for everything and I hope eu will find your happiness.. :)

Im no longer with him as you guys can see...

so wads now sirin??

Juz concentrate on my 'o's lor..

he prefer to make this decision so let him be..

I believe in Karma..

and I think sooner or later I will go through, if my instinct is true la..

and what goes around comes around :)

well,today is a bad day for me..

Ferstly,because of my relationship ends just because of dot dot dot....

Secondly,my eyes swollen due to lack of sleep cos i spend time tinking and crying alone in the dark room..hopeless girl..

Thirdly Hirah bustard didnt attend school

Fourthly early in the morning send Irfan to school.when i was on my wae to CCK CC i fell inside the drain..I felt so devastated at that point of time..

Slowly and feeling very hopeless,i dragged myself out from the drain in pain..

Luckily no one saw it..

So I walked haggardly to the nearest bench with my leg that have a few scratches covered with blood,crying.Im crying because im hurt..Im hurt in the wae my heart was hurt..

No one could feel how i felt..

So i called Ika for help..Thanks Ika..

Today had P.E lessons.Mr Siva was so kind to offer me..

he asked me to apply antiseptic oil..

He scared that i might get infection..awww...haha..

So my dear cute Saint John fren,Stephanie.She help me to put it..

So damn pain.I grabbed Yin Teng hand..Sorry if I hold it tightly.. :)

Time goes by,Life goes on

slowly i will get rid of you..promise..

2010-03-05T21:28:00.004+08:00

Im soooo bored soooo I change my blogskin. :) Dance pract for Sarawak trip and sport day is killing me.Almost everyday I stayed back for pract. except for Monday Im free!!!
Love went to study with his friends and now Im alone in the room listening to music. I ate once during reccess time...and now I have not yet eaten another meal.. Good!! wee~~ i like..Now my legs are aching.Massage anyone?? pleashhhh..

As much as good things happened..theres bad things happened too..the good things are Im going Sarawak(16 to 19 March)...This week i managed not to drink coffee..and I did Supandi Hmwks :).. the bad things are..I slept in Mr Tan class..his not teaching E-math so why should I listen??and one more..Im miss BIMBO!!! seriously,especially my dear BIAH!! Where are you now?? Miding and I tried to contact you..but failed..pleash.if you read this,pls pls kindly text Miding or Me.. :)

So I spent my weekdays going to school,study,dance,hmwks,revision,eat eat eat and sleep..weekends,working as well as going out..Its very tiring..

Love still have not yet msg me..Guess i just wait fer his msg or call lor..I miss him too.. Bahhh..Till here then..Goodbye readers.. :)

2010-03-04T21:54:00.004+08:00

I been putting on more weight nowadays..this is why i say so is because,today while waiting for the field event,I checked my weight uh..the arrow point to this two digit numbers!!! It shows 44KG!!!last time 42KG uh!!baahhh..need to maintain diet now..dun eat!! exercise!!!.. Even Oswa my previous classmate used to be...said Im becoming fatter!!! A bit je uh!!! but..urrgghh..streesss uhh..

but I dun really mind by his words..I noe I could cut down my food intake.. ;D wee~~~

whatever...anyway

I took part Discus and Shotput.. Discus??hmm..dun sae uh...first two try cannot make it..third try aru blh..tu pon last.. at least im not the last!!! hahaha..Hirah first tap first from the last!!! huahua..and shot put i got 3rd place!! I won!!! Siva didint believe uh i won!!!

k2 i gtg dy..wanna finish my hmwks...

hes in bed sleeping oready..

kesian die saket..

Get well soon kae dear..

Gdnite.. ^-^v

2010-02-16T19:52:00.007+08:00

The reason why I update this blog is to thank love..

He saved my day yesterday.. :)

not once.. but twice!!!

so am i lucky to have him??

or his lucky to have me??

hmmm...

Im lucky to have him huh.. wee~~

We watched the piercy jackson and the lightning thief at iluma..

so what happened was my right sandal putus..

and then..im not sure uh my love ader this magic power..

he said superglue..and then he saw one superglue at the side..

so he glued my sandal back..
thats the first part..
the second part..
after watching the movie..
my left sandal lak mcm mulut crocodile..
like this >
He had a brilliant idea..
guess wad??
he chewed chewing gum..
then dabes die letak chewing gum pat my sandal..
haha..and it sticks!!!
thanks love.. :)
anyway..Im not good at writing and telling stories here and there in this blog..
and Im not good at expressing my feelings here..
so....sooo....
when I say I love You..

Yes I do... Yes I really I mean it :)
I had a great day indeed being with him by my side..

sitting by the seaside oni me and him..awwww...I like..
theres no paparazi..which means we did not take any pictures..

but..fyi..

I treasure every seconds,minutes and hours with you, love..

orite dats ol fer today..

sampeh ketemu lagi okie

2010-02-02T20:47:00.002+08:00

i was browsing thru the net and i found this...

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.

i like.. :)

2010-01-20T21:28:00.004+08:00

First of all i would like to wish Kimo a Happy 18th Belated Birthday..

and actually it was a last minute plan..that turned out to be woaaaahhh!!!

hehehe..last Sat Hirah and I went to town..I wanted to buy DIY things fer love sis..

but changed my mind..so I bought a round box and a number '3' syrofoam..did i spell it rite??

Hirah bought lots of candies..and the best part was i lost my ezlink card at this shop near Hirah's house..but the very next day Hirah managed to find it lor..phew...

then we proceed to macdonald to decorate it..Haris,Farid and ahhbean joined in..so yeah..

So on monday we sang Kimo a happy birthday and she blew off the candles..

ate the cake..and gossip gossip..as usual..then went home..

then met love..huahua..sempat eh..

___________________________________________________________

09/01/10

singapore zoo!!!

This was the ferst time in my teenage life I went to the Spore Zoo..
=_=!!!hahhaa..

so basically everywhere around us were animals!!

and

That day he was mean..really mean..
he kept on scaring me..as if im scared je!! haha..
actually I am lar..

to cut it short i tell eu the last part je uh..
we went to this place called 'tiger trek'
but too bad it wasnt..
so this particular place was like quite and no one was there..
so only both of us were there la..
so while we were walking..he made this tiger sound..and i stumbled over tinking theres a real tiger there..he burst into laughters..pantat!!
Syiok eh kacau2 org..baahhh..
and ni gbr paling ter cute awak kae.. :D

2010-01-04T18:06:00.003+08:00

Last sat met up with love at city hall..

and we end up at town..

shopshopshop till we drop..

lol..cinta was tired i noe..so while waiting fer movie to start

im so kind..we sat a while..and let him smoke..haha..

see im kind.. :)

hee..

and and and we watched alvin and the chipmunks..

not oni chipmunks uh..actually chip-petz..

and it sounds soo like zhu zhu pet!! haha..

aniwae love thanks fer the wallet.. :)

i use it very carefully..hee..insya'allah..

well skul starts..and it was a disaster uh..

i got to noe that every monday my classmates and i will be going home at ard 4.10pm.!!

and guess wad?? the last two periods will be PE!!! uurrgghh!!!

sian..sway... boo!!!! haha..

k la notink to post..just a short lil post will do to make this blog alive..

2009-12-19T17:10:00.002+08:00

No pain,No gain

promoted

Im proud of it.. :)

Raining in the afternoon and early evening with thunderstorm

make me sneeze all day..

it was kinda irritating and worst im not in mood..

nevertheless,i will be meeting him later. :)

got ntg to post and im out of here..

2009-12-15T14:46:00.002+08:00

I am so gonna grab thiz pallete wen i got my pay..

and some other make up stuffs..

eg:make up bag,bronzer,blusher..

ttl will cost me ard $100 bucks++..

aniwae fyi i watched new moon twice..

one with ma family..

and one with cinta <3

phew..pantat leh panas tau..tunggu fer 2 hours..

but the movie was suberp..thumbs up!!

photos still with cinta..

cepat cepat ler awak transfer and upload.!!

and

i am so scared fer my results!!

left with three more daes to go!!!

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

i wanna go gym!! cpt lar thursdae!!!

i wanna burn the fat in my body..

i been drinking milk twice dae..

morning and nite..

and i been eating late at nite..

so that means im gaining weight!!!

makan then tido.....

i want a new wallet..

i want a pair of new shoes...

i want a full makeup set...

urrgghhh..cpt lar gaji...!!!

2009-12-08T16:45:00.005+08:00

at last..sumone accompany me play bubbles!!! wee~~~

wads next?? lets play 'kite' awak!!! hee...

it was sat..and hes werking..so met him at city hall..

and then he accompanied me eat my fav LAKSA!!!

tetap laksa..hudy bace confirm get irritated with my laksa..

haha XD
so it was drizzling at that point of time..waited fer a while and proceed to marina barrage..
we played bubbles..hacked care ppl ard us..guess?? we blew they played.. sebok je..
hmm..then then then..after that we ate ice cream..!! i loike!! the ice cream so unique uh..
you choose..mix, then smash it together..

understand??tk phm peg bungkus..haha

i like the seat!! and aniwae i loooked fat on that dae..kan??
so hmm..lets skip..
the previous previous dae,he fetch me..and it was raining..
procced to town,paid and proceed to popye..yum yum yum..
tgk mcm ane sirin tk leh gemok..
almost everydae mkn mlm,fast food pulak tu..
tk fast food..ice cream..bahh... he said: ni gambar miang awak..
yeke??

2009-11-21T19:58:00.002+08:00

im over the moon..

and

im speechless..

cinta

2009-11-14T21:53:00.004+08:00

Bonjour..
Since todae is my off dae.. and the outing was cancelled..
Hirah Bf asked me to accompany her to one fullerton..
headed up to starbucks..then marina then at last end up at lot 1 library..
besides that,I cant play bubbles!!! I nid to babysit my lil bro!
uurrrgghh..!!! wen can i play bubble sia!!!

Now home=library..quite and i can hear the sound of crikets going on like
*crick,crick,crick*
bbbaahhhh....

life wasnt easy for me to cope now..
i hate this mixed feelings...

Dad sick...
so he cant werk..
some ppl dun understand our situation and they keep saeying negative thinks..
i would like to ask eu guys,,
am i using a brand new model fon??
am i using branded stuffs??

pity dad..

i love him

lots of love,
yiyin

2009-11-12T18:19:00.007+08:00

Boohooo..!!! I changed my blogskin to more flowery and pinkish background..

i have no idea why I began to like flower and pink colour... hee..

last sunday went hiking with Chilli,Marinah,Flash and the rest..

woah..so tiring..we ate at Seah Im then after that our journey began..

we walked from vivo to mount Faber to henderson wave to Hortpark!!!

i wasnt perpiring that much.. so yeah.. my legs je cramp..haha..

halfwae otw to hortpark it was raining..so took shelter and started walking again..

reach hortpark took picts and then back againn to Vivo..haha..

we proceed to watch movie..and we managed to catch our last train..

we ran like nobody business gitu..haha..overall i had fun..:)

Aniwae lets be random!! haha.. I want to blow bubbles like the girl above!! i want i want!!

Pleash!!!! Pleaaasshhhh!!! Awak lets play bubbles together!! can??

i wanna tell eu a story..

A boy and a girl were playing together. The boy had a collection of marbles.
The girl had some sweets with her.
The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets.
The girl agreed.
The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl.
The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.
That night, the girl slept peacefully.
But the boy couldn't sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.
Moral of the story: I f you don't give your hundred percent in a relationship, you'll always keep doubting if the other person has given his/her hundred percent..
This is applicable for any relationship Give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully

Qoute of the day:To know anything well involves a profound sensation of ignorance.

2009-11-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hola im back.. basically for now im gonna update a quick and simple post.. notink to elaborate..
Usual kind of stuff i been buzy werking and went out with the tru4208 frens..

above pict was taken at nite safari on the 31/10/09.. we planned to go to nite safari..but in the end we ended up at cineleisure..haha..we watched my girlfren is an agent.. that movie was so funny.. shuld watched it..the movie kinda boring also..overall theres humour..ok lar.. so yeah.. we bought for ain snr and melvin a cake..quite ex liow..haha..and we went hum ard 3 am.. syiok per..

ok2..lets skip dat part..last wed met up with Hitah and Kimo..ent sentosa..at ferst it was raining..tap tup tap tup..it turn out to be a hot dae..kan kan kan..Ard 7 kimo went hum..left Hirah and me at rooftop..we tok alot of girls stuff..we didint gossip at ol..we were just sharing opinions and wadso eva.. aniwae to Hirah.. Cheer up babe.. dun be jalous of me liow.. last time u use to ctct sumone im not jealous liow.. surely there will be sumone ok2.. smile!! anitink kol me..i dun hap ur house num..my fon kan hilang!! hee..k lah..gtg dy.. bobye :)

2009-10-27T14:54:00.004+08:00

last thursdae went out with farid,Haris and Hirah..it was a random outing la.. and it turn out to be fun la.. :) k i wont tok much..

went pesta raya with hirah..i ferget which dae was dat.. and then kan..i went back alone..!!! thanks eh Syahirah..hahaha..nolah she went popeye with her fam..so no doubt la..

and obviously i been buzy werking.. and and and i got shrink wrap.. damn sei they ol..

ni uh syahirah fault give present at ma werk place!! hahaha

I misss my bimbo... bbaaaaahhhh..cpt biah habis your o level kae.. then we mit up!!!!

i been soo buzy lately..to those who usually msg me..im sorry if i didnt reply you guys..

really really sorry..

cos ferstly..i have no time..

secondly my ppd da nk low sgt2..

baaahhh..

and i saw eu at clementi!! haha

eu shuld noe hu im referring to..

well..im confuse now..

urrgghh.

nemind ferget it..hirah eu shuld noe..

and the other dae went to penin with Hirah..

i want that shoe!! i want that shoe!!!

stupid la..this ang moh girl saw me holding the shoe..

and then wen i put back..she take that shoe sia..

urrgghhh..

im jealous la..

that colour so nice la..

later i will be sleeping over at tapac..rather then report at tapac early in the morning at 4 am..

the shows satrt at 7am..

early kan..

haha..

orite la..i need to prepare..

bobye..

2009-10-11T19:59:00.004+08:00

Yesterdae was last minit plan..

early in the morning msged hirah to accompany me mit a fren of mine..
so she agreed.. and then we mit up at ard 1.30..
went to Imm to take his fren camera beg..
and then we proceed to somerset
and then walk to farest

and then eat

and then

and then

and then

and then...

hahahahahaah

so Imran treat Hirah and me movie..so good of him.. hee..
well hes not having his botha head!! i wanna see his botha head..i wonder how he luk like eh??
huahua..aniwae thanks for that aite..
had fun in the theathre.. becos.. i screamed like hell la..
sound effect die tk perlu eh..
and imran and his frens were like acting more drama to it by shouting louder!!
seram uh... oh ya we watched ape tu sorrority row..
you guys shuld watched it also..mengarot la dey sisterlurp2 ni..
will have another dae with Hirah tmr!! i want more picthas!! hahaha

2009-10-08T19:21:00.002+08:00

heelloo peeposs..

i just came back from fetching my lil bro..

he was wae too much just now..

he wanted to buy water becos he was thirsty..

and then i asked him to wait till at home la..

then die attitude..perangai!!!

jalan path lain..

and then sirin grabbed his hand la..

guess wad he did to me..

HE PUNCHED ME aT MY EAR!!!

wah..telinge panas je!!

and then he punched me at my hands too..

wah damn.!! uurrrgghh!!

then at home die nangis huahua..sirin anuh die balik..

pat luar sirin maintain je..

pat rumah DA BANG DA AMEK!!! hahaha

what im doing recently??

hmm..sirin buzy blaja.. chey..

huahua..maklum la.. budak stay back..haha

this time I really need to do my very very best..

so dat i get to promote to sec 5..weee~~~~

ol papers done!! left with Amath ppr 2 and both poa paper!!

baaahahhhh..

and i cant wait to......

REMBAK!!!!

chey paham tk??Hirah eu noe wad i noe.. hee..sssshhh

hmm..currently doing ntg..dats y i post this stupid page..

actually im eating wadeh now..haha..so random..i noe :)

wah so spicy!!! im eating with green chilli..wahlow...

Cant wait for the exams to end..cos after exams..theres alot of event happening!!!

Chey mcm paham..

Sirin keje larr!! hahaha..

ok2..sirin end here k??

sirin da lazy to type ssssssooooooo llllooonnnnnngggggggggggg

lllllllliiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

dddrrraaaggggggiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggg

ur armpit hair..eww smelly..!!! hahaha

booya!!!

2009-09-30T14:33:00.002+08:00

Dated (29.09.92)

Ferst of all i would like to wish me a BIG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!!! huahua...

and not fergetting..those who wish me.. :D

thank you very much!!! mwaaahhhh!!

list of ppl who wished me..

1.Sufyan

2.Haris

3.Joyce

4.Hirah.. :D

5.Haiqal..

6.Miding!!! ;D

7.Nabilahh.. :)

8.Stephanie..

9.Mono..

10..Elissa

11.Tiara..

12..Yanti..

13..Biah!! :D

and to those who wished me at fb..thank you very much..

not fergetting!!! Hirah and Nab!!!

thanks fer the surprised!!

i love it..awww..the donuts!! yum yum yum.. hua hua hua

this is where we got locked up.. :D
guess where it is??

chinese garden.. baahhh..

ok dats it.. bye2..

2009-09-23T16:23:00.004+08:00

To all muslims i would like to wish eu ol
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin

Jika ada kesalahan saya,harap dimaafin..

sekian yg benar sirin...

look at nabilah face..she seemed so happy!!! hee..

It has been a long time since i update..well..

mainly becos of im lazy..

im tired...

im buzy..

and etc la...

today is 23 of september..woah..
time goes very fast..
next two weeks my exam start dy..
hmm..todae skul was okey..
early in the morning Mr Siva asked me about my studies..
asked me how much i got fer last year..

and i told him that i got 11 pts..(3 sub)
but wen i told him that i got 19 points..(5 sub)
as in if the points is base on this year system..
i already in sec 5 now..BBBaaahhhh...

I born in the wrong year la..hahaha..
patient is virtue..chey chey chey..
sape eh yg ajar sirin sentence tu..
hahaha

my hair my eyes my stomach are being a bitch now..
my hair so damn messy i wanna get it done asap!!!
my eyes will alwaes be red wen time to go sleep...
my stomach asik nak buat business je..baaaahhh!!!

and during geography period i had notink to do..so i drew this..

Nice kan kan kan..hee...i guess its the end of todae post..see you guys soon..!!

2009-09-11T19:34:00.004+08:00

This pict taken at West Coast..

Malay ppr 1,2 and 3

English ppr 1 and 2

and SS paper.

DONE!!!!!!

wee~~~

over the moon oready!!! haha

will be continued on 5/10/09..

Yesterday met up with Hirah and Nab..

At first we plan to go punggol..

but we changed our mind..

so we went to Vivo and then Seah Im and then Hotpark..

BBBaaaahhhhhhHHH!!!

had fun!!

photos with Hirah..

she will upload at her multiply

most prolly by the end of this week..

I would like to dedicate this to nab!!

Happy Birthday!!!

Hope eu like our present!

hee!!

U can wear it inside your house or eu can even wear it outside..

if eu dare!! *wicked face*

hahaha..

2009-09-03T21:33:00.005+08:00

This will be a random post..

I would like to dedicate this msg to a friend of mine..

chey chey chey

haha..hes at china now..

and most prolly helping lady gaga's mom :P

hahaha..so are you having fun at there??

did eu saw me at the moon jumping like crazy??

orite2..aniwae have a nice trip there..

take care of urselves and dun ferget to puasa!!

jgn puasa yok yok eh.. :D
and lastly, hope eu come back here safely aye.

china phone num is **********341..

hahaha

2009-08-29T20:44:00.004+08:00

I love this pict!!!

Hirah miss dancing so am i..

hee..sebok je kan..

she la make me miss dancing..

prelims over..so all papers checked..

except for my mly papers..

i failed Humans oni..by six marks..huhu..

well another one week to N level..

bahhh!!!!!!!!

i must do my best!! espeacially English!!

scared to the core la..

and i miss my bimbo..

baahh!!!!

i miss themm..

soo much..

2009-08-27T23:16:00.003+08:00

Aww..so cute.. kecik2 da pandai eh.. bilang mak!!! haha..

well,currently chatting with one person..

and

bye!!

2009-08-24T22:32:00.003+08:00

Last wed had dinner and dance with toysrus..

the theme was blue..

held at zouk.. (velvet underground)

the next day was my POA prilim ppr 1..

and then still can partayy!!!

I didnt study at ol fer my Poa..

but..

I managed to get high marks for ppr 1!!hah..

im soooooooooo over the moon!!!

wee!!!!

hmm..i upload one pict oni ok??

im lazeeyyy..like oik oik..

2009-08-17T13:32:00.004+08:00

Todays menu is

Fried Rice with Ikan Bilis Toppings!! ^-^v

Just now I had POA ppr 2..

actually its quite easy but Im just dumb dumb i cant balance my balance sheet..

BAHH!!!

Did question on Amalgamation..still cant balance the balance sheet..

Shit lar!!

Just ferget about that and go study Physics lar..

LOL..

ok2.. today my mood=energetic

cos after skul

-go home

-clean up my wordrobe

-play with cats..

oh ya i got three cats!! Ol them Cute nk mampos!!

Manje,Lara and Chomel!!

haha nice kan name drg??

in combination JEROMEL!!

my sis say mcm caramel..

haha.. What ever la her.kekek je....

-and then masak nasi

-and then washed dishes

-and then i decided to cook on my own as im very hungry..

jeng jeng jeng i cooked Fried Rice but with ikan bilis Toppings!

haha..thats the wae i named it..

cute kan.. LOL..

Nice lar kan i cook..haha..puji diri sendiri sah..

orite till here then..

i wanna help my sis turn to masak ntah ape bende..

byeeeee!!!! Mwahhh!!

2009-08-15T18:35:00.007+08:00

Alrite.i decided to open back my blog cause theres

no point if i private it and then i didnt update at all..

dear diary.....

"I tought our days would last forever

but it wasnt our destiny"

Im sorry i didnt mean it to happen

but i know i make the rite choice

thanks for all the love and care you gave it to me..

but its aint enough for me.

I need you to be there for me.

Impossible.Cos

we stays far apart,we seldom get to mit up..

and we rarely get to communicate..

but all I need is just ur time..

ps:sumtimes we need to lose the one we love.

Goodbye love

I Miss You

2009-07-31T21:51:00.004+08:00

haha..ntg to post!! Hirah!! aku private pon tk gune!! haha..just for fun deh!! :)

2009-07-18T23:28:00.003+08:00

Im planning to make my blog private soon.

mainly becos of dot dot dot..

so if you guys wanna be invited please kindly tagg me. :)

Right now Im alone in the room..

Waiting for Nab to upload photos at FB.

and yes munchy alwaes with his games

and no one for me to tok with..

BBAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can i throw ur games love??

i bet eu will be crying all nite if i did. hee..

but im not that evil..

thats why eu love me rite??

haha..

LOL.

Basically today i spent my time at Hirah's crib with ahhbean..

things started out to be ()_()..

both of us helped her to decorate the house with balloons.!!

see how sweet rite??

hahaa..

so yeah then karoke!! Nab bastard sak!!

took picts..and jeng jeng jeng..

sumone learned new skill from me..

haha..NAB eu owe me Ice Cream!!

hee..

so i tink thats all for todae..

and yes i will be updating tiz blog like once in a week..

every sat only..

eu noe y??

becos im lazey like oink oink oink!!

SWINE

hahaha..

lame!!

I MISS MUNCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-13T22:34:00.010+08:00

I wanna get this clear!!

haha..

i cropp-ED nab face!!!

and i blur-ED Hirah Pace!!!

Becos shes such a busy body peace2 pt blakang!!

haha

so at my profile pcture..nab wasnt at my back..

so i was blurring Hirah pace..Not nab okey!!

wow..

shes HOT!! haha

(the girl on the rite)

but the girl on the left..

Hotter!! haha.. LOL

just kidding!!!

well the reason i update is

i wanna wish

Hirah happy 17th Advance bdae to you..

Cos Hirah you noe rite..

im lazeyy to update things that arent interesthang

so yeah.. makin besar die!!!

umur menigkat tap

jgn bdn meningkat sua!!!

hahaha..

eu must be angry with me by now..

haha..

tap sorry eh!!! jgn mrh uh!!

nnt makin kerepot!!

hahahahahaahaahahaha

well..tgk la eh bsk!!

kene saboh tk eh??

tgk la yer bsk!!! haha

da aku mls nk type..

lazy like pig!!!

2009-07-11T19:24:00.004+08:00

Shes hot!!!

jealous..heee..

I miss munchy badly..

meet up soon :)

REPLY TO TAGS....

Syafiqah: okey..

Chic Imperio:Alrite.. :)

De crus:ohh really?? does that bother eu much??

Nonoi:hee..shhh..

Chilli:haha..at last eu tagged me..hee..nope

Atika:haha..for??

Hirah:Diam ah!!

Yanie:Okey i will relinked eu again

AhhbEAN:mINAH REP EH??PANTAT!! a'ah kepale tortoise asl??

AinTRU: Im so sorry didnt noe that you are not going..

but dun worry next time i remember to ask eu along..okey??

Yattata: U're relinked!

Ahhbean:hahaha..beh ni post pulak kau rate bape??

YFD:Alright!! U're linked!!

Zee: I miss you..too bad I didnt follow eu guys to sentosa..

and I've linked you!!

2009-07-02T17:07:00.015+08:00

Once again im here to update a proper post!!

because Nabilahh had post something on her blog!!

and Nab for your info i keep my promises to update okey!!! So here it goes..

School was kinda somber!! Im a zombie..

WTH!! im talking crap here.

(the preety preety girls ):P To be frank im still having the holies kinda mood..

Watched transformers with them. Sat beside Melvin at the cinema..

Ohmigod i cant believe Melvin watched that show for the fourth time!

Waste money la sei!!

I give Transformer a 10!! *clap *clap* ^-^V

Oh yar we watched on the weekdaes..if im not wrong its on tues..

supposely mit them at 6pm..

but becos of the new system made by the school la..

irritating betol!

from last tuesday onwards Dunearns will be going back late at 5pm.

sad la kn!!!

and I met them at 7.30 like dat at plaza Sing..

eventough i came late..I still get the chance to be in the picthas haha!!

=_=!

we lepak outside cineleisure while waiting for the movie to start..

took many2 photos la kan...jap eh sirin kasi tgk okey??

From the top from left

(Ashikin,Yati,Ain)

below

(Farisha and me)

betape hyper nyer kiter kan.

not only that la!!

(Ain,Me and Melvin)

The show was about 2hr++ long if im not wrong..

then2.. i get so irritated with my ctct lens la..It dry up la deh!!
Nvm bout that,the show ends about 11.30 like that..then we proceed to Bugis..
Sheesha time..But i didnt sheesha..haha..so we stayed up late till 2.30am..

Like nobody business like that.some of our parents called and msg la suroh Balik..

MAK KATER BALIK!!! haha :D

still kiter lambat2 kan time!! gerek per..

besok skola bangun kul 6 pagi then balik kul 3 pagi!!

haha..

took cab home with Farisha as we the oni two who styed in the west!!

the rest east side!!! Bahh!!!

overall i had fun with this bunch of frenz..

more photos at ma facebook

2009-06-24T22:58:00.013+08:00

ferst of all i miss him.. :(

second: Miteng,Biah,Bon,Manis

third: I miss dancing!!

fourth: I miss themm

work on monday and tues..

fooh tiring sia..

at nite got migrane lucky tk vomit..

and now im kinda going to miss them..

cause school reopening sooon!!!

cant take it on last Monday,

My job on last monday was to do exit..and this weird smell very smelly come from exit..

I cant take the smell so i clean up the exit..guess wad??

i found a basi susu!!

CBNB

Who the hell put at there sia!!!

and tuesday boss was in a good mood :)

he clean up the exit..!!

if i noe he want to clean up exit on tues..

i wont clean up on mondae!!!

-_-

so he was the one yg buang susu basi tu!!!

kwangkwangkwang..

-
last sundae

Overall aku amek byk gbr ngan Faridah and Hirah!!

tap aku tk upload!!! haha..mls la nk upload!!!

take care sudah..

ni semue org semagat jakon goodie bag!!!Advertise la kirekan an an an!!

jengjengjeng..actual show..

make up mcm Badot...

hahaha and Nab

for your info eu dun luk like eu're scary at all.

-_-

rehersal at Marina Barrage on sat.It was tiring and so HOT!! Faggot!!

after that proceed to CDC at bukit batok to play bowling..

at least im not the last one..

wuahahaha...hakim get the ferst place..

Hirah second..

third Ghazi tk slh..

and im the fourth!!!!

hahaha..... :D..

Nab like real!! at last get last place

gagagagaaaga

Finally i get to mit Miteng last friday after tarian pract in school..

2009-06-16T22:38:00.004+08:00

BLOG CLOSE!!!!!

nolahhh.........

muke aku tau! nk kene kan smack??

an an an

haha

SIFU AND TONGGA!!!

hahaha..

i been fcuking buzy this holies..

no time to update or im just lazeyyyy

most of the time i spent my daes werking..

rather than waste time..waste money go out..

might as well i werk la deyy and earned money..

AN!! AN!! AN!!!

haha

today marks the day

Happy 13th mths annin to us b..

seriously even my mood was like

dumbo..boringg je..

my bf tried to cheer me up..

That makes me love him moreee..

^-^v

now im kinda lazy to talk..

sampeh ketemu lagi deh..

tunggu yer lame2...

2009-06-01T21:09:00.003+08:00

two daes straight went out with Hirah and Nab..

fooh...

and today went skul to have revision with MR Kaan..

at last he was not there...

I was soooo pissed offf.......
and i decided to mit up with Hirah at her crib..

so yeah...we had fun going here and there..
first my intention is to accompany her to go cukur her kening and went to her work place..
and Hirah treat Nab..
At last my $30 burnt like...flying paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

firstly i bought one pair of everlast shoe..Cos about $30+..but theres sale going on..

so ard $24 bucks...so cheap okey..
2ndly went swensen....Hirah treat Nab..and i paid mine!! myself!! Damn!!! haha..
I paid ard $7.50...

so ttl was about more than $30 bucks..

not fergetting my cheese hotdaog!!! and pepper hotdog!!! yumyumyum...

GRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and something happened at swensen...
Hirah was one of the swensen stuff..

soo all the while wen we were eating..she spot all the mistakes made by the swensen staff at westmall
-

very first tink she spot was the order!!!

She ordered student meal..

and what she ordered is not included in the student meal ...
so she was like what the hell my werk place the meal was included in the student meal..

and then she was like nvm...
-
secondly she ordered mocha drink...
and jeng jeng jeng..

she spot the straw given by the staff..

and she said the straw wasnt supposed to be like this SMALL..
it shuld be bigger!!!
-

thirdly, i ordered mango what i dunno the name..
i ate and ate.. and guess what nak kat habis baru i gave Hirah taste..

then she was like!! luek balik!! She siad Mango die da basi!!! FCUK!!!!!

then i was like mak kau!!!!!!!!!!! Damn!!

ni kalau aku sakit perot aku patah alik SWENSEN westmall..hahaha

and after dat went imm with my bulky bag..

and yes thats ol la...overall i had fun!!!

and Nab da penat layan Hirah n Me!!!

sampai tetido!!

I hope Ms Cindy Goh kept her promises fer tomorrow revision!!!!

2009-05-27T18:05:00.003+08:00

I still insist on putting this pict on this blog eventhough

I said to him that I wont publish

^_^V
-

The reason I post this pict is;because

I dun want this blog to go ohhh dead!!

My friends in school keep reminding me to update

and I said "Yes,i will!!"

so here I am to update!!

lets check..Hmm

basically MYE done!!

All papers were taken back yet marks were not recorded in the report book

**PEACE

Life going on great!!

dun worry about me..

I will be fine...

DGIG was awesome..

congrats to all the winners..

what to say again eh..

oh yah yanie,this saturday i cant see you dance..

i will be working the whole day..

im so sorry..

My boyfie got a new name..

I created it..

his name is munchymunchy

his pronouncation is like

mounch-mounch

try pronouncing like you are eating..

haha..

LOL XD

yet he calls me kueh chiek!!

because when i sneeze..

i will say that kueh chiek!!

GRRR!!!!!!

haha..

thats ol readers..Tadaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-05-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

I cant wait to mit eu next week love. Bahhhhhhhhh....

I wanna learn how to skate,but boyfie simply dun allow me.. bahhhhhhh..

ARRGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-15T20:26:00.003+08:00

Finally Im blogging!! Yay..

Two main reasons,Nab and Hirah keep complaining because

I didnt update for quite a long time and

Im getting excited counting till midnite!! wee~~~

I <3 YOU

why not i talk about my boyfie ferst..tknk dgr sudah...BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

The reason why i love you,i sayang you,i cinta you,i favour you and etc..haha

is becos you are my everythang!!!!!!

Met Boyfielove after school and JENG JENG JENG........

BOOM BOOM BOOM!!!! Both of us went JP..

we bought sumthang..sumthang thats very precious..

"VERY VERY PRECIOUS!!!" -_-

I miss him BADLY!! its like one mth we didnt get to mit!!!!

can you imagine that.bkn die tknk jumpe..

but we are just in a long distance relationship. :(

and we survive till now.still breathing....

and yes back to the story biler die da depan mate..ahh amek kau..

aku pelok tk lepas!!!!!!hahaah..syg banget banget deh sama kamu..

dan sekarang aku kangen banget banget deh sama kamu!! GRR!!

Gigit you baru tau..heheh. LOL..

k enuf of him....hhaahahahaahahaha.................

recently i am planning to close this blog real soon..

soon..but i dunch noe when is it.I have deleted my frensta..

jgn la buang mase carik aku pat fwensta...

and not planning to make facebook tagged or what so ever..

IM LAZY AS A PIG!!!

Finally Im left with two more papers!! and da gitu blh gelek gelek..

haha..k Sirin da giler mcm BABI..haha...

GRR!!! FCUK-kitty FCUk..ppd low giler mcm babi...haha..

da enuf la asik babi je..i shall end this post then..

Hirah's waiting...

Last last last,promise!!!

Im craving for

Denim biker jacket

(aku tau bende ni da lame,ni semue psl kwn aku tipu duit aku...)

Oversized shirt

$20 shoe

Haiz...........

2009-05-08T13:47:00.004+08:00

Okay!!! I swear i miss dancing!!! haha..Random sia...

did geog and ss test papers just now..

phew!! ss was easy!! :) geog.. nah....

ps: i miss you baby boy...

2009-05-04T17:21:00.004+08:00

Izma went over to Dunearn Sec just now..
it was such a pleasure to see her again after a long time since sec 3..ermm..
shes still the same Izma..With her cartoon voice..haha..ate with her and the rest after skul..
then we talked about the past..
gossip..XD.. girls are girls!! i believe boys do gossips too rite?
haha..four of us..

IRA,IZMA,HIRAH and ME..took pict..

aniwae Aisha wasnt there..:(

too bad we cant reunion back five of us!!

too readers!!

i have good and bad news for you.

to those who are kaypo sgt nk tau psl kehidupan aku..

tlg bace eh..KEYPO KIA!! haha

good news is that i had A PHONE!!!!

but..bad news is that eu guys need to ask me for my new num..

i wont bother to give eu guys my num..

come luk for me..

Lai!!! haha

well..im no longer the one who alwaes wait for ur msg..

I have enuf of waiting..and now i gave up..

not only that. Everything i did were alwaes wrong..

as if im alwaes the one who at fault.

eu have made me felt guilty and im alwaes the one who saes sorry to you..

just do watever you want as long as eu happy.. :)

2009-05-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

FON LOST!!

MONEY SPEND!!!

AHAH GOOD GOOD!!!

THANKS EH!!!

AKU SUMPAH SAPE YANG AMEK HP AKU

TK SELAMAT DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT!!!

MAK DIE NYE P***

FCUK!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU LOVE..

2009-04-25T18:36:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL BRO

MOHAMMAD IRFAN BIN ROSLAN

his turning into cute,naughty,becok BOY!!!haha..

Bought cake for him using my dad $$$..ahaha..

and he likes it alot!! well i guess i just show eu the picts aye..:)

i cut my fringe..not sure weather it suits me or not.. :(

2009-04-21T20:28:00.005+08:00

Today SUCKS!!! FCUK!!!

Damn it!!! IM FORCE TO HATE YOU GUYS!!!!

Now no more patience...

luckily Hirah asked me to accompany her to westmall macd..

and yes.. Nab and Hirah cheered me up..

thanks guys..

nab..you saw me cried for the first time... :)

how was it huh???

watched coming soon at hirah house..

the story was kinda funny plus scary...

and otw home to bustop with nab..

she did this..

tkde keje nye jantan!!!

hahaha..

2009-04-16T23:31:00.002+08:00

Happy 11ths... :)

just a moment ago, i was with him

just a moment ago,i talked with him

just a moment ago,i saw him smiling

and now im missing him again!!! grrr!!!!

ps:measure the love,dont measure the distance :)

read my lips..

I love you Onik!!

2009-04-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BIAH!!!!

Im sorry that we bimbom cant go out..

cos miding went to mellaca..

while me,manis in Singapore cant contact eu..

i really hope that you will msg one of us k2..

aniwae hope eu will pass ur o levels this year with flying colours..

and yes may all ur wish come true k2..

Enjoy life the fullest tau2..

jgn buat bende yg merepek3 eh..

hehe..

k2..i gtg..nk bobok..

ngantok,penat so nk tido..haha..

caro.....

2009-04-13T16:16:00.005+08:00

Again...

and im still waiting..

2009-04-12T21:58:00.003+08:00

Im useless!!

Im troblesome!!!

Im sensitive!!

Im impatient!!

Im an idiot!!

FUCK!!!!!

2009-04-10T22:51:00.001+08:00

(ahhbinn,bonnie,hirah,murni)=from left

SYF!!! C.O.P!!! haha..LOL
just wait for Mr Wong to announce the result on MONDAY!!!
weee~~~

2009-04-10T22:46:00.003+08:00

This little ahhhhbiinn is inside the PAT1 car..she squeeze herself in and let her skinny arm and leg in.soo childish!!! hahaha
let me inroduce you guys.This is Afifah and Ahbinnnnn(from left)

they like never see this horses before.

so they tried..and the security kept looking at them..

including me cos i took the pict -__-..Hahaha..Lame sia

2009-04-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Likewise im in love with chemistry.. :)

2009-04-05T20:51:00.001+08:00

i miss you again.. :)

and now im feeling a lil bit helpless.

I need you..teehee..

2009-03-31T21:59:00.006+08:00

SYF is getting nearer. I guess it will be 7 more days.

Wow that's fast and we are left with three more practices.

To all MLCS members, pls belief in yourselves that you can do it.

You have a choice to make. And choices do have the consequences.

If you do it well,the outcome will be excellent.

What if you do it like 50-50,

you think we can get a gold? or mayb silver? or bronze.??

Just give your best shot for ONCE.

Cikgu Azmi will definitely be dissappointed if we didnt try hard enough.

So please please please, Focus!! Practice!! and do not repeat those mistakes again!!

Hirah is planning to stay over at school the day before SYF..

I hope SUP will accept..Pray hard..

In the meantime,i felt run down after a hard day at school.

firstly,adam khoo.It started rather boring.untill Mr Amin came in.

secondly,malay dance practice. I didnt bring practice clothes.
So i used my uniform and pants from wordrobe..

so i was like perspiring..OH my god..-__-

I better finish my homework because right here and
Now,im complaining at the endless homework i had to do.

it is a better idea if i just shut this bloody comp and stay focus to my homework.

ok dats random..haha.bye2

2009-03-28T23:02:00.002+08:00

"The more I know you, the more I love you."

Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between

you occupy my mind.

So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you,

not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you.

I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.

but your are 480 some miles away, what I wouldn't do for a hug.

I miss the way you used to hug me, but most of all I miss the way you held me and my heart.

"I may not get to see you as often as I like.

I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.

But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."

just wanna sae this out

Even though we're far apart, i want eu to noe that

I love you dearly with all my heart

love ya weepoodoo..LOL.

hope to mit you soon.

2009-03-26T23:00:00.009+08:00

Well I think this will be a random post as i do not wish this blog to turn rusty.

One thing that i am sure about is students were actually robots! They behave like one. There are fix routine that everyday early in the morning they bath,go school,attend tutorials,cca,go home,eat,hmwks and sleep.That life!!

Aniway,life is getting boring and boring for me lately.

Everyday i just need to drag my self to the bathroom for the sake of going to school.

And i just need to force my eyes opened in order to be atentive in class.

And I just need to adapt myelf to the vibe of new classmates Its difficult for me.

-
One thing that i am sure is that i am not confident in myself..

that means i have low self esteem.Oh my gowd wads happening to me.

Apart from that, today went to chemistry lab and it was fun because i get to learn all kinds of chemical and see the image above. Im in love with chemicals now.Haha.

Dats life.Random...

well,i would like to end here because tomorrow need to go school again.

Will end lessons at 10.20am

its sports day but i didnt have the chance to participate in any event.

so it's likely that i have to sit with Hirah and the other Phanther fans.

Watching the inter house cheer,cheering for their owm team and eagerly waiting for it to end

It is because we are going to eat PIZZA HUT tomorrow.

i mean the food..

Not the Outlet..

"OHHHUUMMM!!!"

-___-

I better get going.Its getting late.Will update soon aye..

Goodnite.

sweetdreams..

2009-03-22T16:46:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was suberp fun eventough it wad effing tiring.. two days staright i been asked to do straightening at girls section.phew.. not oni the girls section..animal alley too..its like the place was full of plush toys.and someone can just jump and sleep there. Ytd was Wei Shi last day at werk.so guess wad?? WE the toysrus staff shrinkwrapped her! haha..Robin!! eu miss the fun Dude!! and eu bubble me!! eu sae eu wanna werk..then didnt turn up.. sob sob liow. Fizah wore brown so do i.and we became siblings fer one day. and wen i saw her i said this.Fizah come we bounce each other.haik yak!! haha.. then Adah said this Sirin watch too many cartoon.haha.. Lame sia.then when fizah wanna take picture on every each of our fon.theres so many thing happened! ferst JJ fon.it goes like this....

JJ fOn- Fizah press video instead of camera. so all of us were ready to take pict and silence.untill fizah sae..

"EH ape ni!!! aku amik video!!! Alamak..sape nyer Hp NI!!!!!!"

then we burst into laughter!! Especially Adah.she laughs the loudest!!

My fon- Fizah asked wad to press then i sae center.before she pressed.My dad call me.so Fizah sae this

"Eh sape nye bpk call!! Bpk!! Bpk!!! Cepat!! cEPAT!!

AND again we laughed like hell la..

i cant remember the rest..but overall it was fun!! i wont intend to quit this job untill im ready to be shrinkwrapped!!! haha..LOl..k2 dats ol.. im done..

im dead!! i didnt even touch one of my holiday hmwk..DEAD!! DEAD!!

2009-03-20T13:02:00.017+08:00

im missing someone..
someone that i love..
hope to mit you soon my dear..

WED went sentosa again with Hirah.We tanned to make our skin tone the same.Met Hirah at bp.Tot of buying dress but nah..im not interested..heeh..So proceed to pahlawan..and changed.. and yes..under the hot sun.. haha.. and start to spray tanning oil. bla bla bla.. Hirah helped me..i helped her.after which.. ard 4pm we went off to vivo..lepak.played games.. as in, in my PSP and Hirah fon.. sorry Hirah ur Fon pen nye bontot termasok dlm lobang papan tu.. Hehe.. after that proceed to Seah Im. To eat Ayam penyet again!! haha.. after that went to esplanade to watch THE SALLY's.. and dats ol.

2009-03-17T13:40:00.000+08:00

Happy 10 mthsary to us b..

(16.03.09)

2009-03-17T13:19:00.008+08:00

Last Sat had outin with pusparian.. chey biler sia tuka jad pusparian..heheh.. pandai2 je aku.. so yeah..had fun.. Murni was the orgernizer.she came late..haha..so proceed to pahlawan beach.Ghazi and Nazmi came join us..changed and then start with playing games..we played dog n bone.. im in group 1.same as murni,hirah,nab,Nizam,a'an and leila..we were so HYper.. wen we win.we will do the rolling stunts.. and guess wad..we losT!!! so yes punishment!! campak pat laut!! haha..and at sea..we played volleyball and groupings which i found it suberp fun!! all i want to do was WIN WIN WIN!! i grab everybody in the water so that i win.haha.. pity Hafiz and Nizam..haha..i grab their neck like hell..haha..LOL..Sorry yer..after dat efa and Mirza came.ate.washed up..went vivo banquet.Fareez join us..and then lepak pat rooftop!!k2..just upload the picts aye!! Last sun werked!! Tired!!

2009-03-17T12:52:00.003+08:00

sorry guys fer not updating..well i change my url becos of dot dot..certain ppl oni knew my new url..hmm..lets start with last fri.. mlydance was cancel due to Cikgu azmi. so Nab suggested to go penin with her and then i asked her to ask Hirah..If hirah go then i go uh.. at last Hirah accept it.. and then we didnt go town..we went to Bugis to buy tututu..heheh..tot of meeting Nab at penin..but then we ate ICE CREAM AT Swensen.Hirah treat!! :) thanks hirah!! ok2.. upload the picts aye..

2009-03-09T17:03:00.012+08:00

hey guys.. at last i get to blog!! sorri for not blogging..so here i am to blog about last sat.. well last sat i went for this 'o' level bengkel at bukit batok sec.. woke up early like the same..and tap tup tap tup.. Practice SYF!!! tired..and then guess wad?? Nab bought for me purple carebear!! weee~~~ Harmony ke share?? hahaha..well thankks alot.. I tot it was sum kind of disgusting animal wen eu tried to get that carebear out from your pants.. i shouted!! paisei uh!! and even it was tiring..i had lots of fun with them..took a lot of picts..after that we changed!! alalala.. hirah and Nab mcm tk penah npk aku dress up gitu kan.. jakon la kan..they took pictchas with me a lot of time la eh..GRR!!! met miding..Hirah tot wanna follow us..she changed her slippers to Nab jazz shoes.. at last she changed her mind..so left Miding and me..and we met biah..and tap tup tap tup.left with miding and me again.. ;(.. haiz.. ntg betta to do so i met zoul and the rest at fort canning..well i guess i haapy birthday to neng!! hehehe..k2..just upload the pict aye.. bye2.. :

pat toilet jugak kiter amik.hahaha
wow..i look so happy.. -_-
k dats ol.. bye3..